“AS I PACE…”

I arise to morning full of hate!

With questions of life that test my fate.

Raindrops that tap on my face;

That rush along the ceiling as I pace!

Back and forth my direction goes,

As I ponder of my life’s woes!

To rise over the great person that I am to be,

Only to put down with shots of my misery!

Braver than any man that walks the ground,

With love of the weight of the heaviest pound!

When the sun pulls my face away from the wet puddle in my palm,

I pursue the thoughts of life that would keep us tight and warm!

Allow me to perform for you that things lovers do,

But do not join in because this belongs to only two!

Now that the moon has peered into the windows of world,

Lets cover the act of love and darken, not using sword.

Ways of yesterday are now out of date,

But they will repay us with only hate.

Wars that are raged in world, everywhere,

Are not closer to our hearts, only to scare!! …

Ellie

“ALONE”

… Alone…

Why do I feel so alone? When

The wind, the water moving,

Flowing, take away the pain!

I hate life!

… So much hurt, so much pain, uncaring,

No emotion, no fear;

Take me away, I don’t want to feel this way!

I don’t want to hurt, I don’t want to play…

Kill…

… He hurt me so, hurt him back is not-

The only way to repay!

… His sins! Non- belief, unforgivable! How? Why?

… Alone…

Just a feeling, no self esteem?

It is more than that. It is always been there!

Deep blackness…

… The power, fury, roaring, blustery! Anger!!

…… It is coming out, can’t stop!

Alone!! …

Ellie

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“DEWDROPS”

There, in the morning’s hue

Crystal drops of dawn’s dew

Gracefully lay on emerald grass

Teardrops that have fallen from a lass.

Their spectrum of colors shine bright and true.

Sight such as this are far between and few.

A passionate touch to the freshly cut blades

Left by Mother Nature with her golden blades.

A signature of morning

Left there, simply adoring.

A sometimes unnoticed, rarely appreciated glimpse of pardise

A reminder of the simplistic peacefulness of mature before winter ice.

As the sun smiles down on those liquid diamonds from above

Imagine God up high showering us with all his precious love!! …

Ellie

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“DAYS’S CHORES”

The sun breaks through my haze of confusion!

Its rays shining upon me like watchful eyes.

Never to let the Grim Reaper blow a cloud’s shadow and bring daybreak;

Unless its figure resembles you.

As I walk with the sun

Its rays reflect into my everyday life;

Taking a load off the days’ chores.

As the sun’s presence fades

You have not gone.

You gave me the moon as a night light.

Protecting me from my fears of darkness.

Watching over me as I set to rest

With memories of you rushing through my head.

Never to forget

That when I awake

Your love shines bright!! …

Ellie

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“HALF WAY BACK!!!”

“AGE DOESN’T MATTER”

“Ellie”, don’t grieve…

Misfortune will happen to the wisest and best human.

Death will come.

And always comes out of season.

It is the commend of great spirit…

What is passed, is gone.

Can it be prevented or grieved for?

“How do you feel Ellie?’

“When you’re sick, you feel old!”

““When you are healthy, age doesn’t matter!”!! …

Ellie

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“THE SKY”

My love flows endless

Kind of like the sky!

Sometimes you can tell by looking

Which way it’s going.

But it can fool you and you can’t ask why?

I sometimes sit on a cliff and watch

Watch at how the clouds change their color and shape

Somewhat like a mood!

I try to work out every knot,

But I can’t back out now on what was said before.

I thought if I left my feelings clear,

They would have shown

Maybe if you looked at the sky every once in a while,

You would have known!! …

Ellie

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