Ellie belfiglio

When I hear this sound that awakens me, intimidating its way into my cloistered night, I write…


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Secret places and hidden wishes

Please read and enjoy the work of a very talented writer, my friend Johnny…

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Secret places and hidden wishes

A Poem by Coyote Poetry

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Life and love is never fair. We don’t get what we need. We get what we deserve.

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Secret places and hidden wishes

I have  been dreaming of you again my beautiful Liz.  I saw your face today and I was driven to madness. I wanted to call you and tell you.  I need you near and  I need to hear your voice. I wrote a 10,000 words of love for you. You shall never read.



I love you, I love you dear Liz, I love you
My dear eloquence lady.
I hide the need of a holy love.
A love that would be merciful and so damn sweet.
I see your face in my sweet dreams.
I awoke with your sweet name on my lips.
I whispered the sinner’s prayer.
Please God, give  me what I should not…

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“LIVES NOT YET LIVED”

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… Darkness, velvety smooth, all encompassing.

Setting softly, a warm blanket of blackness.

Quietly soft, soothingly peaceful-

within its unvoiced words.

Filling the airs with thought, yet unknown…

… Floating, feather light, on a sea of air.

Body weightless, drifting gently.

Light, faintly shining then brightening slowly.

Warm, gently illuminating…

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… Shadows flickering images, dancing obscurely against the minds’ wall.

Hazy features yet unclear.

Love flowing strongly, senses tingling.

Boldly shown, yet shyly held.

… emotions raging rampant, fully felt!

Fiery red, warming the soul.

Realization sparkling clear, refreshingly sweet.

Knowing, yet unsure of what it knows.

… Shadows swiftly fading, images yet unseen.

Darkness creeping in, light melting away.

Unknown loves, dreams not yet dreamed.

Unfelt emotions, lives not yet lived…

… Fading, wafting away, back into the future!! …

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Ellie

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“Shadows”

Read and enjoy a very talented writer, John Coyote.

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Shadows

A Poem by Coyote Poetry

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We can’t escape the bad or the good done in a life.

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Shadows

My sister told me. “You  have changed.
She told me. “You saw too much shit and your mind and eyes are cold..

I told her,.
“War isn’t personal.
You do what you are told. Try to forget and move on

 I kissed her forehead.
I told her. “War was easy.
This world falling apart around me.
I don’t know what to do.?
That the crazy shit I don’t understand.”

Up in the morning before five.
We don’t need no sunshine.
 Organization, discipline, three  square meals a day.
 Old SGT. say. “It will be all okay.

Young boss at work asked me too many questions.
 I told  him it is not for him to understand.

When you stand tall at attention. Salute a M-16, boots and helmet of a…

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“MY OTHER SELF IS GONE”

Ellie belfiglio

girlcrying… Years have gone by.

Something is so wrong.

The only way I can laugh,

Is to cry first.

Sometimes I even sing;

Until the doorbell does ring!

Other times, I play tricks,

Play games, or tease;

Or call someone a silly name!

My other self, forever is gone…

cropped-cropped-holi_025… The occasions are there;

But does anyone care?

I see nothing funny.

I can’t even smile like dummy,

Not even once in awhile.

I am so alone, just me, the only one,

Who faces day after day,

In the old same way…

6524009433_3aab0d352a_z… I think about what to eat…

I even adjust the heat…

I pick up the mail…

And drink ginger ale…

I even watch TV;

But I can never see!

Always be,

Just me…

But not the me,

That used to be!

Where did I go?? ..

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Ellie

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“YET ANOTHER SURGERY”

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My doctor says jokingly: “If you had a new skeleton, you would be just fine!” However I don’t and can’t have a new skeleton, therefore I have faced 7 surgeries in the last 4 years. Now that I finally came home from hospital today, I ask for your prayers while I am convalescing. I don’t know when I am able to write again. I keep you posted.

Love, Ellie