Confusion is your core!
So wrapped, creating the clone.
Continuing, exasperation will be fated.
Conditions puts on loves, keep you blind…
my doubts are gone.
Finality,
I’m bored with it.
I yawn!! …
Ellie
My hearts faintly beating , slowly beating;
And the greeting!
Of each new day is but a task that I at dawn-
take up anew;
And I wonder onward lonely, growing weary,
and more lonely.
Since fate must ever lead, mean the road-
away from you.
The road wind on before me, it would lure me;
And would tempt me.
But my heart shall never listen and-
calls to me in vain;
For your love is ever with me, ever comforting,
ever guiding.
And the memories of your sweetness are –
my roses in the rain.
Ellie
And sucked under by undertow: Fear;
I caress the animal within me who bares-
my name on its tongue and devours me-
from the inside out..
in the halls of my soul is me!
So I find some comfort, no strangers…
A heroic deliverance from the blackened self,
So the wayfarer my nest his feet.
He’ll need them to run…
waits a monster.
My name shaved into his hairy back.
He likes it here and wants to stay.
Like the dove from the ark, like the thunder from sky!
And soars away, far from here;
On the wings of angels, from hate and fate!! …
Ellie
Oh, the night is dark with its long and empty roads.
And this life of mine is stranded in its colds.
And swaying in wind whose “raving voice” is unkind;
Like the thoughts of your goodbye that are howling in my mind.
The moon barely glows behind the clouds in the skies.
Her light is shining dim blue and pale.
My dreams barely glow behind the tears in my eyes.
A blur in this world without you they fail.
And oh, how many times didn’t I call your sweet name.
Don’t despair you said, it’s all a silly game.
The trees whining along with the wind;
An end to their battle that is their plea.
My heart is pleading for the day to begin;
In a new world when it can be free!! …
Ellie
When tears well up behind one’s eyes,
And wrenching sobs turn into fright!
When longing hits to overtake,
One’s spirit, and then to rake.
The very soul that lives within;
There comes the thought of what has been.
The love that was, that is, that will,
Stay with one now, till all is still.
And then on high, one’s soul will ride,
Upon a cloud in heaven’s tide.
One doubts there is a sweeter thought,
Than joining thus which God hath wrought!! …
Ellie
… In our creative intellect and soul,
There is always a giant who has a role.
It is not loud or clear this APPARITION;
But its speech is high and moves the nation…
… It tells the nature to change her ways!
For us humans to have better days.
Inspiring us to know wilderness and brawl.
Taming our vision, our purpose and all!
… Some say that ideas can destroy;
They say words have no meaning, no joy!
They say distortion can bring good result.
They say fake happiness persist with insult!
… Inspired we truly are and blessed.
We master life’s holy test.
Some only hear the wisdom that they know.
We must be present as dreams grow!! …
Ellie
bing
me and my love for you.
caressing me… Oh so softly and gently as you show your love for me.
As your gentle softness moves about me, another wave a little more
bold, but yet so loving wrapping itself around me. But then…
another breaks with greater force… but still with so much love!
wraps me up completely and takes me with it to the highest
possible peak of total oneness and such complete love and then…
I knew at once… the wave… the sea… and I are…
Nothing moving except for the gentle slight rocking of our bodies
as we reveal our love for each other “as one.”
and I knew of “great love affair with the sea”… as you show your love for me!!!
Ellie
