Ellie belfiglio

When I hear this sound that awakens me, intimidating its way into my cloistered night, I write…


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“WHERE DID I GO?

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… Years have gone by!

Something is so wrong.

The only way I can laugh,

Is to cry first,

Sometimes I even sing,

Sing until I die.

Other times I play tricks,

Play games, or tease;

Or call someone a silly name!

My other self forever is gone!

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… The occasions are there;

But does anyone care?

I see nothing funny.

I can’t even smile like a dummy.

Not even once in a while!

I am so alone, just me, the only one,

Who faces day after day,

In the same old way!

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… I think about what to eat…

I even adjust the heat…

I pick up the mail…

And drink ginger ale…

I even watch TV;

But I can never see!

Always be,

Just me…

But not the me,

That used to be!!

Where did I go?? …

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Ellie

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“RAINDROP RUSH”

Ellie belfiglio

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… Raindrop rush

From sky pour to wash!

Like a sound of heartbreak

Like a shattered dream

And no hint of hope

They all slowly fading away…

… Raindrop rush

Sounds like a river

Flow over the hills

And the lush valleys

Only to reach the beginning…

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… Raindrop rush

Silent hush of a newborn child

Breathe with no worry

Even dreams

Of things to come…

… Raindrop rush

Disappear into a mist

Leave the imagination to wonder

Only to follow

Raindrop rush tied to a rainbow!! …

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“Ellie”

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“THE RAGE”

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On that summer night, she knew life-

Was a cliff she would fall in her strife.

What would push her, no one would ever know!

But she kept falling, unless she knew how to flow…

… Like a virus, depression eaten her away!

No hope her body produce happiness as she did stray.

What she saw blinded her on her way,

As she made her way with so much dismay.

She walked on blackened neighborhood street with fright,

Where she breathed the perfume of freshly cut grass with delight;

Where ominous bats awakened to claim the night!

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… Day after day, she fell further and deep!

But no one cared, she had no one to keep!

She approached a comforting figure of a tree.

Branches stretched to her nonentity.

She closed her weary eyes, put the rope around her neck and tree!!

… Not many are aware that life is rage,

When someone lose hope and the urge-

Of pulling herself back up in place;

Instead she let death catch her and embrace!! …

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Ellie

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When dreams become nightmares…

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A world of dream within our mind!

It seems to you so kind!

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In dreams we can big or tall!

Sometimes we leap, but don’t fall!

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In dreams, forever joyous heart, not gray;

If we are lost, we find our way!

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In dreams we never do wrong.

There is no weakness, we are strong.

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In dreams if we have, we share;

And if we don’t, we care!

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In dreams if we wish, it comes true!

We look at life that never is blue.

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In dreams we go back and forth in time;

And forever stay young beyond our prime.

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In dreams we see people wise;

And if we have goals, they easily realized!

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In dreams always is sunny and bright;

And the breeze is serene at night.

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In dreams we dance waltz and sing;

And we almost can do anything!

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But my dreams are always nightmare;

They possess my night, in my mind they enter!! …

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Ellie

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“LITTLE ACRE POND”

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… So near the fence line,

Edge of woods, like shrine,

There was an acre pond,

Compelling, mysterious, profound!

… Climb up incline-

Of dirt and rocks’ chine,

Through bushes or skies,

Exasperating with cries!

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… There I see the pond, With few stones around;

And some grass;

And leaves and twigs with class-

Have docked in the pass…

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…A gray old pass, no ducks or fish;

An old guardian maple tree’s wish-

Standing tall, bent, gnarled, not on leash!

… On lingering, looking deep-

Little acre pond, unspoiled for keep-

Compelling, mysterious, it does peep!! …

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Ellie

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“MOSSY MISTY STAIRS”

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… Air spirits gathered here,

Length of mossy misty stair.

To the top, reaching in pensive thought,

What a sight! I stop- in rapture caught!

… Almost catching the spirit there,

Almost seems to speak- on mossy misty stair!

Almost guides- softly by the hand,

In dreamy state, yes, I stand.

… Stair made of stone- joyous to climb.

Flight so graceful, invites the thy me.

Spirits live to commune there,

– Upon the height of misty stair!

… Air spirit seems gathering there.

– The length of mossy misty air!

To the top, reaching in pensive thought,

What a sight! I walk in rapture caught!! …

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Ellie

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