“THE SKY”

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My love flows endless

Kind of like the sky!

Sometimes you can tell by looking

Which way it’s going.

But it can fool you and you can’t ask why?

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I sometimes sit on a cliff and watch

Watch at how the clouds change their color and shape

Somewhat like a mood!

I try to work out every knot,

But I can’t back out now on what was said before.

I thought if I left my feelings clear,

They would have shown

Maybe if you looked at the sky every once in a while,

You would have known!! …

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Ellie

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“THE LIBERATION”

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I have ached as a quivering branch in the depth of winter!

Layers upon layers of ice encase me in their coffin.

Sealed with ageless desolation in a frozen wasteland!

Stripped raw and suspended in mid-gasp!

And in these final spasm of life,

Reality peeks out from eternity…

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Its abyss erupts in the space of my eyes;

As the mushroom blooms in the sky for infinite instant!

And existence is glimpsed in its open maelstrom-

Just before the coffin explodes!! …

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Ellie

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“OPIATE OF PAIN”

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… Bound in the shallows of an wxistence

Every move safe-measured

Every pleasure of half-step

never daring the tide of an aching soul-half curious…

… Peering with soul-like gaze

Looking, barely seeing

Hearing not listening

Touching without feeling

All senses dulled by theĀ opiate of pain, liked or imagined…

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… How now the Gordian Knot of my spirit untied?

You unrelenting heart? You stoic faithfulness?

Every moment in contemplation, a moment lost

I am free… To laugh, to weep, at full measure

To try, to fail, to grow

I am free… To love and to be loved!! …

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Ellie

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“THE SWEETEST EMBRACE”

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… I step outside and

Drift, weightlessly up to the sky.

I can fly.

I am free.

The doors are open!

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… Joy has found me.

Happiness surrounds me.

The gate is unlocked.

I reach a place far from familiarity…

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… Peace and love fill my emptiness.

White clouds shake my hand in a warm welcome.

I have reached my final destination.

Now I am home.

A place I belonged;

Even before my birth!! …

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Ellie

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“WE ARE OF ONE”

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Brother:

Do you see the colors of day and of the night?

Do you see the color of sky, and of the sea?

Do you see the color of mountains, and the forest?

Do you see the color of rain that makes the rainbow?

Do you see the color of winter, spring, summer , and the fall?

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Do you see the color of Indians, a black man, a

White man, a Chinese man?

Colors of life is a beauty , made by God!

Everything and everyone were created by the

Same God, we are brothers, not enemies!

Stand by me my brother, life is many of colors

Yet, we are of one!! …

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Ellie

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“THIS ATTRACTION”

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… We found each other last night…

… Strange to feel your eyes

On me across the table

So different from other eyes

Lighter, more direct

Complex…

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… I don’t understand this attraction!

But what lies ahead

If you’ll just let

Our souls

Find each other…

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… Sweet goodness how I enjoyed

That hour of fencing

And then being held

Next to your wildly

Beating heart

In my dream last night!! …

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Ellie

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“WAITING AWAKE”

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… I see the rain…

Oh, so dark

Oh, how dark it is

I lie awake in bed

I lie waiting

Waiting for the moon

Waiting for it to come

Waiting for something else, may be

May be the stars…

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… Or may be a light

A light to show me

Show me where I am going

Or show me where I’ve been

I lie waiting

Waiting in bed

Day break comes and I am asleep

I am no longer waiting

No longer waiting for moon, nor

The stars, nor waiting for a sound!! …

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Ellie

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