… Years have gone by!
Something is so wrong.
The only way I can laugh,
Is to cry first,
Sometimes I even sing,
Sing until I die.
Other times I play tricks,
Play games, or tease;
Or call someone a silly name!
My other self forever is gone!
… The occasions are there;
But does anyone care?
I see nothing funny.
I can’t even smile like a dummy.
Not even once in a while!
I am so alone, just me, the only one,
Who faces day after day,
In the same old way!
… I think about what to eat…
I even adjust the heat…
I pick up the mail…
And drink ginger ale…
I even watch TV;
But I can never see!
Always be,
Just me…
But not the me,
That used to be!!
Where did I go?? …
Ellie
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