Ellie belfiglio

When I hear this sound that awakens me, intimidating its way into my cloistered night, I write…




Farewell to the tears in my eyes,

They shall fall no more!

Farewell to pain in my heart,

It will come to an abrupt end soon!

The pulsating tears in heart consume,

My eyes bleed with this oscillating!

Inevitably I am trapped in love.

In dream…

Soon, so soon, I fear the pain will be gone,

Lying there dying,

While your laughter engulf me!

On my knees, I plead,

For your caresses,

For you consoling my heart.

I close my eyes to hide;

But I see hatred dwell deep in my soul!

Your vision invades my sanctity,

I feel no more!!

I hear a pounding in my head,

Suffocating all around!

So soon I leap to my feet!

I overcome my torture;

Screaming your name!

I feel relief…

All the pains, suffering fade,

Fade to total silence and emptiness…

Until I am alone again.

I force myself to sleep;

Feeling pain abide in my chest!

I cry…

For I know forever I am alone!

Know I will cry only when I am alone!! …