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When I hear this sound that awakens me, intimidating its way into my cloistered night, I write…


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“ALONE”

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Why do I feel so alone? When

The wind, the water moving, flowing, take away the pain!

I hate life…

So much hurt, so much pain, uncaring, no emotions, no fear,

Take me away, I don’t want to feel this way;

I don’t want to hurt, I don’t want to play.

He hurt me so, hurt him back is not the only way to repay,

His sins! Non-belief, unforgiving! How? Why?

ALONE…

Just a feeling, no self esteem…

It’s more than that. It’s always been there.

Deep blackness;

The power, fury, roaring, blustery. anger;

It’s coming out, can’t stop!

ALONE!! …

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“STEELY MESHED FINGERS”

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A gentle rain comes with steely meshed fingers.

Softly fleeting for mother earth.

A gentle rain comes and brings with it

the silent church;

The singing of a lullaby as it peppers

Briskly upon a root.

Rain comes gently and brings

Dreams for dreamer;

Belief for the unbelievers.

A gentle rain comes and

Makes a child into a man,

The man into a child.

A gentle rain comes with steely meshed fingers;

Fleeting softly for mother earth.

A gentle rain comes to wash, clean the air;

To replenish the soul for the oncoming life,

That is live for the moment now!! …

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“FOLLOWING FOOTSTEPS”

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A lifetime of following footsteps

Some antediluvian

Impossible to decipher!

Old socks forming torturous channnels

Cotton footprints.

A circular tour of my esophagus and duodenum…

A lifetime of fitting what can not be fitted…

Footsteps,

Yours and theirs!! …

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“WALKING WITH SUN”

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The sun breaks through my haze of confusion.

Its layers shining upon me like watchful eyes.

Never let the Grim Reaper blow a cloud’s shadow and bring daybreak,

Unless its figure resembles you.

As I walk with the sun,

Its rays reflects into my everyday life;

Taking a load off the day’s chores.

As the sun’s presence fades,

You have not gone.

You gave me the moon as a night light;

Protecting me from my fears of darkness.

Watching over from my fears as I set to rest,

With memories of you rushing through my head.

Never to forget-

That when I awake,

Your love shines bright!! …

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“IT’S JUST INSANE”

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I cry myself to sleep.

Why do I really weep?

Is it wrong, am I strong?

Strong enough to deal with pain;

Or is it just insane?

When I weep is it just to-

sleep?

Sleeping now, sleeping then;

Or,

Sleeping whenever I can.

Can I sleep without a weep?

I don’t know, I haven’t tried;

So it can’t be denied.

Denied as it is;

As tears arise in my weepy eyes!! …

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“TO RISK”

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Life is a risk.

To try it is to risk failure.

To reach out is to risk involvement.

To love is to risk not being loved in return.

To be honest is to risk showing your true self.

To be an individual is to risk standing out.

To learn is to risk wisdom.

The greatest risk is to risk nothing.

For the human with nothing to lose, has nothing to gain!! …

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