… the dark clouds of sorrow within me
Become rain, fall in the sea.
The cold, betrayed regret makes me numb.
Sheltering in myself to overcome-
Peace that runs from friction!
The constant chase becomes my addiction.
Often feeling that peace and tranquility abuse.
Honesty and bliss are long gone news.
The vain battle continues and croons.
The lost war growls and untunes…
… The ever blue sky, up there, cheers.
The sooty cloud, then appears.
The pleasant perfume of rain eases.
The warmth of sun rays in winter pleases.
The colorful rainbow blushes.
My lost soul, under moon, crushes…
… I feel to lay down in my safe corner close;
Forget pain, sorrow, load, and doze.
Close my eyes tight and dream.
Push bitter realities aside and deem.
As tired as I am to yell, Blank emptiness fills my seashell!! ... Ellie