Ellie belfiglio

When I hear this sound that awakens me, intimidating its way into my cloistered night, I write…

“ALONE”

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Ellie belfiglio

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… Alone…

Why do I feel so alone? When

The wind, the water moving,

Flowing, take away the pain!

I hate life!

… So much hurt, so much pain, uncaring,

No emotion, no fear;

Take me away, I don’t want to feel this way!

I don’t want to hurt, I don’t want to play…

Kill…

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… He hurt me so, hurt him back is not-

The only way to repay!

… His sins! Non- belief, unforgivable! How? Why?

… Alone…

Just a feeling, no self esteem?

It is more than that. It is always been there!

Deep blackness…

… The power, fury, roaring, blustery! Anger!!

…… It is coming out, can’t stop!

Alone!! …

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Ellie

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Author: elliebelfiglio

I am a professor, a poet, an author, and an immigrant. I am the survival of many political and economical hardship. As a political immigrant, it took me a long time to master the English language and to come to terms that I can never see my family again. "THE PARTING FROM MY FAMILY WAS THE BEGINNING OF A FRIENDSHIP THAN THE END OF OUR FRIDAYS!" My autobiography, "THE RAIN STOPS IN TEXAS" was published in 1997 by Eakin Press. It can be found in Amazon. As Ernest Hemingway says, write about something you know, most of my novels are about cultural difference of the old and new and American style of living compare to my home country. My poetry are in all forms. I write as they come to me. My first draft is always my last draft. "THIS IS MY WORLD, WELCOME!" "THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE!"

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