In my melancholy, in my grief
If I had wings, I soar from this cliff.
Plunging up and through sky
Whisking away all my pain and cry
And all I feel inside in this abyss!
But I must say farewell, though I miss
My life! It seems had just begun!
But there I lay, don’t know any fun!
So much happened, so much went wrong
So little went right! I wasn’t strong…
The fight, so endless! The pain gripped so tight!
Didn’t have anyone to pour out my heart!
Yet it spilled upon their feet to see
I lay hopelessly in the sea of destiny!
Then it came the last brutal touch
So savage! I felt it! My life was such!
It knocked me down to me knee
I begged, “Leave me alone! Let me be free”!
I had my final plea, my last!
I thought I could fly, but I passed.
In eternal bitterness, there I lie
Must I no longer portray that I could comply?? …