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When I hear this sound that awakens me, intimidating its way into my cloistered night, I write…


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“PITTER PATTER”

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… Pitter patter on my¬†window pane-

Falls delightfully the wanted rain.

It comes from azure clouds above;

The kind we love, no thunder, but tender love.

I sit behind the window, watch the showers-

Fall calmly upon the grass and flowers.

I think that we always need-

For our soul, spiritual rain to feed.

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We are advised not to forget, but pray!

Always give thanks no matter night or day;

For all the good we receive,

Without them, we dare not to live…

… I thank our Father for the rain.

Rain will help to grow the grain,

The grass, the flowers and the seed,

While they supply all that we need!! …

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Ellie

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“CONFINED”

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… I know of crevices of fear!

Then fangs of pain to me are clear.

Bridges built for me to overcome-

Are misconstructed, long and numb.

… Who is not familiar with confusion;

Or often evil’s mischievous intrusion?

When all broken promises and false illusion-

Come to me, accustomed to erosion…

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… How I feel, let’s say outraged.

I am besieged and even caged.

Look at me how confined I am in my brink;

Closed, not narrow minded, I want to sink…

… Do I believe in our evolution?

Do I find awakening a solution?

I look at all the mistakes of mankind,

When peace is what my soul’s religion at last find!! …

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Ellie

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“RIGHT WAS WRONG”

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… How alone I feel.

How can I conceal?

See no one near.

Everything I see, I fear!

… Is love lost?

My soul was the cost!

Is love found?

What a merciless round!

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… My right was wrong!

Many things I long.

The good becomes bad;

Happiness is sad!

… Can I see or feel,

In this time that I must deal?

So many things I lost!

Now I must pay the cost!

… Things in life disagree!

I bet you can see.

They’ll be over and done.

You see I’ll be gone!! …

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“SINGLE DROP OF BLOOD”

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Silent whisper

Of a leaf gently in air

Falling from high

Atop tallest tree’s sigh

Their whisper I hear

Different voices near

Calls of a million eyes

Each reveals many whys

Different kind of fall

Talking, listening and all…

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Of a single drop of blood

The fragrance of a little bud

Is singled out!

Amid a garden, but

The lofty heir, I feel

Of royal blood reveal

Encourage so extreme

In a soul that we deem

Enticed to dream!! …

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Ellie

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“THE VOICES”

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… Have you ever heard a heavenly voice,

A voice with laughter?

But you know it is not your voice!

… Have you ever heard the cry of a new born baby,

The voice of life’s secrets?

… Have you ever heard the sigh of an old man,

When you know you will also sigh one day?

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… Have you ever felt-

That you can’t no more go on,

When you wake up in the morning,

In a cold, rainy day?

… “How can I go on?”

That is the time you know-

All the voice within you are stifled!! …

God Wants To Talk To You

Ellie

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“THE CHILD I ONCE KNEW”

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As the winds of change blow,

I have lost myself though!

What I believed, I have lost.

What I stood for, gone like a gust!

Somewhere inside of me-

Is a child I once knew, so free;

A child so happy, full of love and heart,

Put in a world of hate, stayed apart…

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That child now does fade.

Her body is decaying as it is said.

Once so happy with no disgust;

Now so confused and lost.

Each day that child looks for a miracle.

Struggles against the world in her shell.

To find myself… That child inside of me…

The child I once knew and was free!! …

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“THE DOOR BELL”

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I hear the door bell.

“Walk me out!” To me I tell.

“Would you?”

I never sleep, it is true;

And I never loudly talk;

And mostly I don’t even walk.

Yet I can still do one thing.

From time to time I sing.

In the slippers, I wrap my feet!

Drape myself in a robe to greet.

I get up from bed to soar;

And answer the door!! …

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Ellie

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“WHIRL AND TWIST”

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Comes a season of chilled wind lightly!

Whistling a song so politly.

Colored dance, so brilliantly of leaves,

With joy the willing heat that gives-

Is finally gone!

The whirl and twist has suddenly begun,

The final dance and show-

Descends golden stage and glow!

Swaying fro and to,

To join the past performer though!

Below is the mess;

Atop was the grass!! …

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“WASTED”

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… The semblance of questioned trust

When the stolen innocence was the cost!

Not asked or told, taken just

Antiseptic world of white must

Should find no children’s lust

On stainless steel table of mistrust!

5. Watch the black sun fade

… Sunshine wasted, waiting again

In a room of ordered pain.

Vital pieces missing of chain

Once was a puzzle on the floor, so plain.

Books reread many times in domain.

Each promising escape run not remain!! …

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Ellie

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“CONTORTING AGONY”

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… Hovering aloft former self

Vanquished by the anguish!

Day to night, excruciation’s shine

Metastasized to new beginning

With peace along the way!

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… A facc of past contorting agony!

Dissolved in tranquil stream of success.

Hover aloft a ravaged body’s move

Now blossoms in my blessed dream!

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… I yearn to follow a light

Resplendent flare show sphere.

A voice consoles, tunnels go on!

Inaugurate celestial day and night!! …

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Ellie

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